...or the lab. I can't remember which. It doesn't really matter anyway.

Yesterday I decided to go outside the lab and expose myself to some sunlight for a change, but when I got out there I discovered it was night.

I'm free today though. Everything is closed. I don't know if I'm happy or just scared that I've been pulled from the only thing I've done with my life for the past 6 months. It feels weird. I wanna go back.

It's kinda like when they pull the groundhog out at the first of February and see if he likes the weather and he's like, "what the hell is wrong with you people, I wanna go back in my hole! I hate sunlight!"

But now I'm just rambling. I miss having friends and having things to do other than school work.

It's like not having enough school work to do gives me too much time to think about how lonely and miserable I am. I think I'm going crazy.

I'm gonna try to figure some stuff out in my life over this break.